rooms have space and are made up of things, rooms can be rooms, rooms can lists, rooms can be clothes, rooms can be bodies
when i was younger i think i hoped that people could be rooms, and i waited a long time for that
i dont know if people can be made to match or not, but i know that people arent rooms, even if i want them to be
we are houses,
and we can try to be homes
ill never feel safe in your performance of omission,
your clean irony,
or your prosaic cool, but
i cant say its wrong, or say whats better or safer to do with a window
voyeurism or a game of shadow and telephone
i think it's what happens when we make patternmaking into practice, thread belonging through cracks between disance, & commit to superstition (sometimes people are scared of superstition, especially when it feels as though its been committed to)
fantasies live in rooms, and we can spend time with them and play with them and watch them grow, or leave them to to rot and sweat through floorboards into honey and cadaverine on the living room carpet